I give myself three days to feel better,
or else I swear I'll drive off a fucking cliff.
Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better,
then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

I fall in love with anything self-destructive

Sometimes I wake up with my head in my throat and my heart in my hands.

"You disappear so completely into your head sometimes," he said. "I wish I could follow you."