I don't want

I don’t want men

Who smile like sin;

Their charming smile,

Trapping you in their webs,

Sending my heart into a frenzy

Pumping my veins with too much blood, A little more

And they will explode.

I don’t want boys

With hearts of a rock star;

Their rules of living on the edge

Consist of breaking my heart and over dosing

Staying on the run from the life they despised

They forget who put them there.

I don’t want girls

Who follow the latest trends;

She’s nothing but a heart breaker;

NEW FLASH: Being a Lesbian is in,

I am nothing but a new purse around her wrist

Six months is all we have

Before I’m thrown away

I don’t want women

Who want forever;

I’m too young to promise you never

I could break your heart, With

Forever cold feet

And a damaged heart

If I promised you forever I would be just like them.

So for now hold your breath, I

Promise to welcome you into my heart

Just wait a little longer.

Drafted for so long I don't remember if i wrote it or I got it from somewhere...?

            You left me alone as you flew to the heavens I turned my head away,

            I was filled with hate as you abandoned me there that night.

            Somehow you stand beside me tonight, I try to hold your hand

            Yet it vanishes. Unable to grab your warmth I want to cry.

            I was wrong. Angels should fly. I realize that now.

Don’t know why I keep writing about you when I know that you are someone my words won’t reach

I give myself three days to feel better,
or else I swear I'll drive off a fucking cliff.
Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better,
then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

I fall in love with anything self-destructive

Sometimes I wake up with my head in my throat and my heart in my hands.

"You disappear so completely into your head sometimes," he said. "I wish I could follow you."