it’s kind of sad when you’re just so lonely, laying in bed, just thinking and you just need someone really bad because its so dark and there’s too much space around you and too many thoughts that need to be shared

Ever since I found out two years ago that I've had a murmur since I was born I've found it hard to trust my mother. I keep feeling like theres something wrong with me but she won't tell me. I know its stupid but its the way I feel. I have trust issues and abandonment issues thanks to both my parents, and friends of course.