Friday, December 21, 2012

because its' my blog


  • I am a cuddler
  • I am a morning person
  • I am an only child
  • I am currently in my pyjamas
  • I am currently pregnant
  • I am left handed
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first
  • I bite my nails
  • I can be paranoid at times
  • I enjoy country music
  • I enjoy smoothies
  • I enjoy talking on the phone
  • I have a car
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school
  • I have a hidden talent
  • I have a pet
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl
  • I have all my grandparents
  • I have been to another country
  • I have been told that i have unusual sense of humour
  • I have broken a bone
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone
  • I have bathed someone
  • I have changed a diaper
  • I have changed a lot over the past year
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour
  • I have had major/minor surgery
  • I have killed another person
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week
  • I have mood swings
  • I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life
  • I have rejected someone before
  • I like the taste of blood
  • I love Michael Jackson
  • I love sleeping
  • I love to shop
  • I own 100 CDS or more
  • I own and use a library card
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time
  • I sleep a lot during the day
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis
  • I work at a job that i enjoy
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
  • I am currently wearing socks
  • I am tired
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink each month

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school
  • Smoked cigarettes
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park
  • Collected something really stupid
  • Gone to a concert
  • Helped someone
  • Spun turn tables
  • Watched four movies in one night
  • Been broken up with
  • Taken a college or university level course
  • Been in a car accident
  • Been in a tornado
  • Watched someone die
  • Been to a funeral
  • Run a marathon
  • Your parents got divorced
  • Cried yourself to sleep
  • Spent over $200 in one day
  • Written a 10 page letter
  • Had a best friend
  • Lost someone you loved
  • Skipped school
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do
  • Stolen books from the library
  • Been in a mental hospital
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies
  • Fired a gun
  • Been in a school play or production
  • Been fired from a job
  • Taken a lie detector test
  • Swam with dolphins
  • Attempted suicide
  • Written poetry
  • Read more than 20 books a year
  • Gone to Europe
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have
  • Used a colouring book over age 12
  • Had surgery
  • Had stitches
  • Taken a taxi
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once
  • Had a hamster
  • Dyed your hair
  • Had something pierced
  • Gotten straight A’s
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink
  • Been handcuffed

My hair is naturally the colour:

  • Light brown
  • Medium brown
  • Dark brown
  • Blonde
  • Black
  • Dark blonde
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown
  • Blue
  • Grey
  • Green
  • Hazel
  • Light brown
  • A combination of things

I am:
  • Male
  • Female
  • Other


Afraid of:

  • Spider/other insects
  • Dying
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:
  • A friend with benefits
  • A laptop in my room
  • A television in my room
  • Good grades
  • My own car
  • Married parents

Thursday, December 13, 2012


Don’t tell me lies
The other girls wanted to hear.
Since when have I ever been like them?
Wanting to be whispered sweet nothings in my ear,
Wanting to be given flowers whenever.

Loving me is like breathing.
Just be there and I am satisfied.
Please me like you do your lungs;
Breathe me in and regret letting me go,
Fear that you will never see me again.
Tell me you love me
And you don’t want to be without me.

But don’t lie to me
Don’t tell me you would rather die,
Than be without me,
That I am the only one
That you and I are forever.

I never asked for that.
I only asked for you to breath in my shampoo,
To listen to my heart beat,
To hear you say,
‘I love you.’
Nothing more, nothing less.

I only wanted you to stay
I wished for it all night long
As I cried myself to sleep

I only wanted you to love me
Only me
I wished for it as I saw you looking around

I only wanted you hold me
Not tell me lies
I have always been afraid.....
always been pretending to follow you closely,
always been pretending to sharpen my teeth,
when the truth is, I am...
scared to death just treading on your shadow.